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Living God’s Story

A sermon preached at St Martin-in-the-Fields on July 15, 2026 by Revd Dr Sam Wells

I want to set out what we might call the Biblical story, in terms that may well be familiar to you.

God called Abraham, and by faith Abraham responded, and set out from his native land, and came to a land that God had prepared for or him. Things were difficult for the descendants of Abraham, and they had times of hardship in Egypt and conflict in the Promised Land. But they flourished in times of plenty, and walked with God through land, king and temple. Yet they lost all three, experienced exile and laboured under other nations. But during this time they saw a new face of God, and came to realise a God who walked with them, even when that God did not always act for them in the ways they wanted.

This is the story of the Old Testament. I want you to see how it is also Yesh’s story. I see Yesh as an Abraham figure, a pioneer, who set out from the source of the Blue Nile to find the land that God had prepared for him. Like God’s people he journeyed far and wide, with his spells in the British, Norwegian and American navies. Like God’s people he knew hardship under an oppressive regime, and like God’s people he had his own exodus and time in the wilderness and journey on foot to find liberation and a place to belong. Like the patriarchs of Genesis he met his beloved in a foreign land, and like the lovers in Song of Songs Jill and Yesh could not be parted and had a love that would not let them go.

Like God’s people Yesh knew trials even in more settled times. The story of Miriam was one of love and struggle, the mysteries of God’s creation and the joy of human life yet the tragedy of suffering and early death. Just as God’s people sought the welfare of the city in which they dwelt, so Yesh worked successfully at Cummins and later began his own business and supported institutions and family back in Ethiopia. But like God’s people Yesh knew a different kind of exile, not this time a geographical one but one first described in 1817 as the shaking palsy by a certain Dr James Parkinson. Yet like God’s people in exile, he found a wonderful community and way to discover and be a blessing while under the shadow of Parkinson’s.

For Christians, the story of the Old Testament finds its fulfilment in the New. It is Jesus that finally brings us home from the exile of our estrangement and the captivity of our earthly trials. It is Jesus who himself knows the isolation of abandonment, the curse of betrayal, and the agony of the cross yet in the resurrection opens the door of eternity for us to be with God forever. For Yesh, it was Jesus that led him into the Ethiopian Christian Fellowship Church, where he found soul friends and fellow travellers, it was Jesus who led him to St Nicholas Deptford where for decades he found faith and belonging, and it was Jesus who led him to St Martin-in-the-Fields where he’d often eaten with Dan and enjoyed the peal of bells and eventually came with Jill to find faith and hope and love.

So we give thanks for how Yesh showed us the shape of God’s story, through call, challenge, exodus, travel, travail, exile, belonging and love. And we realise, even more profound than the way his story mirrors God’s story, the extent to which Yesh’s life shows us the face of God. In Yesh’s dignity we see the face of God our help in ages past. In Yesh’s gentleness we see the fruits of the Spirit, along with joy, peace and goodness. In Yesh’s capacity to listen we witness the Mary who sat at Jesus’ feet and who Jesus singled out for praise because she modelled how Jesus sits and listens at our feet. In his love for Jill, we see God’s love for God’s people depicted as in the Song of Songs. In Yesh’s love for Miriam, we see the face of the Father who loved the broken body of his son Jesus. In his ministry of clothes-sharing to those experiencing homelessness we see a living Good Samaritan. In his mimicry of Nelson Mandela, we see his imitation of a new Moses who longs to set his people free.

In Yeshiwas Demilew, God gave us a living Bible through whom to imagine the scriptural story, and a living icon through whom to see God face to face. Thank God for Yesh, God’s gift to us of faith and hope and love.

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The Divine Risk Register

A Sermon preached at St Martin-in-the-Fields on July 12, 2026 by Revd Dr Sam Wells

Reading for address: Matthew 13: 1-9

I wonder when you first came across the notion of a risk register. A risk register is a document that seeks to identify, assess and offset things that go wrong with a project or organisation. Typically you’d put a score from 1 for low to 5 for high on how likely and how damaging a setback might be. Then you’d multiply the two numbers together to establish a risk score. Next you’d then assess your potential to mitigate that setback and put a name against the person whose job it was to do that.

Take the chances of you pressing ‘reply all’ when you meant to make a derogatory remark about your boss, but thought you were sending it your email to only one colleague. It scores 1 for likely, because you know the cc line is the most dangerous one on your screen, and 5 for damaging, because it would be catastrophic and may lose you your job. So the ‘reply all’ risk comes out at 5 out of a possible 25.

Risk registers began in the insurance and safety industries in the early twentieth century. By the 1990s it became standard to assess risk with a multiplication formula, and identify mitigation and assign risk owners. But with the onset of AI, risk has become all-consuming in its ambition and hold on the corporate imagination. There are said to be seven kinds of risk: strategic, operational, regulatory, financial, reputational, digital and ecological. I attended a meeting recently where someone said risk should be the first item on every agenda, regardless of the organisation or its purpose. Organisations are starting to believe they can genuinely control everything, and by describing, anticipating, assigning and mitigating risk they can make themselves impregnable.

Well, I’ve got news for the corporate world. The first risk register was composed by Jesus in Matthew chapter 13. He was 1900 years ahead of his time. Think about the mindset of the early church: on the one hand, in Jesus they’ve found the words and actions and relationships of eternal life; on the other hand, most people still seem impervious to the gospel. They can’t get their heads round the paradox. So Jesus makes a spreadsheet and compiles a risk register. It has three major risks.

Risk number one is the path. The path represents the project that never anywhere near got off the ground. It was flawed from the outset, faced hostile competition, and never made any impact. Risk number two is the rocky ground. The concept was good, the competition wasn’t a serious problem, and it had a promising launch. But once it had made early inroads, it had no second wind. When it faced obstacles, it had nothing to fall back on and foundered. Risk number three is the thorns. Again, the concept was good, and there was a lot of mileage in the whole idea; but the competition was absolutely cutthroat. The thorns were in possession, and they were ruthless and merciless in maintaining their terrain. Yet as the parable concludes, there is a way forward. There’s good soil. With good soil there’s limitless potential. The only issue is the size of the yield. Thirty, sixty or hundredfold returns are well within scope.

Notice how the parable provides a succinct summary of all the characters we meet in Matthew’s gospel. The path, where Jesus never stood a chance, resembles the scribes, the Pharisees, the Judaean leadership in Jerusalem. The rocky ground, where there was early promise but not staying power, corresponds to the disciples, particularly Peter, James and John. The thorns, where distractions and rival temptations take away good intentions, matches Herod Antipas who made a rash promise to his stepdaughter and the rich young man who wanted to follow Jesus but had many possessions. The good soil, where disciples hear and accept and respond and bear fruit, connects with people like the woman with haemorrhages and Jairus’ daughter whose lives show what Jesus can do.

It’s a feature of many, perhaps most of Jesus’ parables that our first instinct is to make them about us. That’s been so from the beginning: Matthew’s gospel itself records an interpretation of this parable that makes it about how we can earnestly seek to be good soil and not the path, rocky ground or thorns. But the parables come alive when we realise they’re not primarily moral fables about us; instead, they’re provocative portrayals of God. You start to appreciate this parable when you go beyond examining details about the different kinds of soil and relating them to your own life and the lives of those around you. The parable’s transformed when you realise the seed is Jesus.

The Father’s the sower, and the Father casts Jesus far and wide. Look how Jesus’ ministry is a mixture of path, rocky and thorny ground. He’s rejected by some, momentarily and flakily embraced by others, and accepted but eventually dropped by others again. And yet in the resurrection he lands in good soil; and through the Holy Spirit brings forth fruit in abundance. The God we behold in this parable is bewilderingly and exhilaratingly far from the God of our risk registers. Just look at the characteristics of this God. I’ll list a few now.

This God is troublingly weak. Just a seed. Not a big strong castle or an immovable mountain: a tiny seed. Remember the Hans Christian Anderson folk tale about the Emperor’s new clothes – where everyone fawned on the monarch and praised him for his finery, but only a little boy in the crowd was ingenuous enough to say, ‘The Emperor is naked’? Jesus isn’t the Emperor or the courtiers, but the little boy. He comes among us powerless except for the force of his logic, insight, authority and wisdom.

This God is startlingly wasteful. If we assume the same quantity of seed fell on each of the four soils, three-quarters of the seed was wasted. Jesus is like a geyser gushing up out of the ground, where three-quarters of the water lands in places where it won’t make anything grow and will just evaporate. We often use the phrase ‘a criminal waste’ when we assume something is a scarce resource, and we must guard it carefully. But Jesus isn’t a scarce resource. God’s desire to be with us is infinite, and will outlast, outflank and outrun our ignorant and perverse resistance.

This God is a terrible failure. This isn’t a story in which the path, rocks and thorns are ploughed up by some off-stage bulldozer and all in the end becomes good soil. It seems the sower can’t or won’t do anything about the other kinds of soil. Most of the seed fails to bear fruit. If you think about the early church, it had one central quandary: if Jesus was the Son of God, how on earth did he come to be crucified? Either he wasn’t God at all, and it was all a big hoax – or, this was a rather different God from the one people had anticipated. The seed doesn’t destroy the path, rocks or thorns: there’s no vengeance or victory or vindication. There’s just a constant outpouring of seed. There’s a Greek word kenosis, which means pouring out. It’s sometimes used to describe God becoming incarnate among us in Jesus and being subject to danger, injury, rejection and horror. Well, this parable is a portrayal of that kenosis: Jesus, the seed, is poured out into the earth, the place of encounter between God and humanity and the wider creation. And a lot of that encounter is failure. That’s part of what it means for God to be fully human: a lot of human existence is failure. God experiences that failure too.

This God is mesmerisingly extravagant. Remember the slightly different stories about a woman pouring out a large amount of perfume over Jesus and drying him with her hair? Jesus’ entourage is horrified at the absurd and immoral waste. But Jesus says, this is how God is. God pours out way too much love, way too much life, way too much hope, way too much trust, and knows from the beginning it won’t all find a happy home. But Jesus is God’s volcano of the lava of love, and to say God is culpably extravagant is like telling a volcano it brought forth too much lava this time.

The word that sums up the craziness of the Father sowing so much and the Son being the seed sown is risk. The so-called parable of the sower is really the parable of God’s divine risk. The shocking, arresting and chaotic message of this parable is that God upsets our whole notion of a risk register. A risk register is a measured, coordinated, sober attempt to identify dangers in order to calibrate, apportion, address, mitigate and ultimately neutralise them. God doesn’t seem to work like that. God’s risks are astronomical. Jesus is the most precious thing God is. Jesus is let loose upon the earth like seed is cast upon soil. And, like in the parable, it mostly ends badly. But what the parable doesn’t quite tell us – it is only 100 words, after all – is the precise difference between the fourth soil and the first three. The first three soils are all different kinds of death. The fourth soil is new, abundant life. The parable’s telling us that Jesus is God’s weakness, wastefulness, failure and extravagance – but that God has no regrets, because that terrifying, reckless, astonishing risk is transformed into the overflowing, limitless abundance of eternal life. And the way that’s done is through resurrection.

And that makes us look at our own lives a whole different way. It’s not about efficiency, frugality and eradicating risk. On judgement day we won’t be asked, ‘Were you careful with your resources? Did you never waste a dime? Were you measured in your judgements? Were you careful never to fail?’ We’ll look back on our lives and behold four different soils. Sometimes in our souls and in our efforts among nearest and strangers we’ll see that Jesus fell on the path. Sometimes we’ll look back on our relationships and endeavours and see Jesus fell on rocky ground. Sometimes we’ll appreciate in our striving and our surroundings Jesus fell among thorns.

But having surveyed the soils of our lives, we’ll turn round and see the face of Jesus, and he’ll simply say, ‘Did you love like me: to the point of weakness, to the extent of waste, to the threshold of failure, to the limit of extravagance? And in our exhaustion and frustration and bewilderment, we’ll reply, though our tears, ‘Yes, yes, I did.’ And in quavering voice, with exasperation and rising anger, we’ll add, ‘And where has it got me?’ And Jesus will show us his hands and his side, and we’ll realise we’re beholding our resurrected Lord, and he’ll say, ‘It’s got you here. To heaven. Is that enough for you? I took the risk, so you could take a chance on me. And you have.’

And we’ll register that risk, and we won’t be able to comprehend love so amazing, so divine, that took God’s soul, God’s life, God’s all. And we’ll be lost in wonder, love and praise. And will remain so. Forever.

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We don’t have to tip toe

As Pride Month draws to a close, I have been reflecting on two new pieces of brilliant story-telling involving LGBTQ+ characters: Russell T Davies’ Channel 4 mini-series Tip Toe and Herman Yau’s film We’re Nothing At All. On the surface they could hardly be more different. One is about misunderstandings between two neighbours in Manchester with at times comedic but ultimately catastrophic implications, the other a police investigation into a bus explosion on one Valentine’s Day in Hong Kong. Yet both are devastating state-of-the-nation portraits of societies where people fail to communicate and empathise with one another, where authentic lives and courageous, costly love struggle to be accommodated because people fear difference. Both ask questions about social boundaries, about dignity and desperation, about (in)justice and radicalisation.

Sometimes I feel ‘millennial existential angst’. We are told that our standard of living will be worse than previous generations, AI will replace our jobs, climate change will make many parts of our planet uninhabitable, civil liberties such as LGBTQ+ and asylum rights are being rolled back and populism, polarisation and post-truth are the order of the day. As a character in Tip Toe says, ‘I used to walk into a room and just go “Ta-da”! Now I tip toe, just in case.’ It can be hard to feel hopeful, especially if you’re in the minority.

But like Tip Toe and We’re Nothing At All which tell their stories backwards, as Christians we know how our story ends. We know the story about a disruptive love that society struggled to appreciate and accommodate, that crossed social boundaries to be with those pushed to the margins, that did not let sin and death have the last word.

Desmond Tutu said that ‘hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness’. Because love has already won, we don’t have to tip toe. We can respond to the challenges of our time by committing to compassion over condemnation, empathy over echo chambers, honesty over hypocrisy, celebrating diversity over fearing difference. We can love courageously; we can dare to hope.

Ivan Yuen

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Confirmation

‘Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.’ Matthew 11: 28-30

My own Confirmation Service at the university church of St Thomas the Martyr, Newcastle in 2004 was a significant moment on my journey of faith. Finally, I had found an outward-looking community of questioning, passionate, caring individuals, not dissimilar to St Martin’s, where I found belonging and purpose. I was born and bred into a church family and at my baptism as a toddler (by Revd Nick Holtam in Lincoln) I was blissfully unaware of God’s public yes to me. But here at this Confirmation Service in Newcastle, surrounded by family and friends, this was my public yes to God and God’s public – ongoing – yes to me.

My Confirmation Service was a moment of revelation. Discipleship with Christ didn’t all depend upon me and my own efforts. It didn’t require a polished version of myself constantly to be on display. Neither need it be a heady quest for more knowledge about God, as if God was some kind of examiner in the sky (Oxbridge-style bible studies hosted by my parents in our living room as a child gave the impression discipleship was cerebral and complicated). Suddenly, at St Thomas’ I’d realised the Holy Spirit in the Triune God was, in fact, inviting me to rest, alert in its presence in the world all around me. At my confirmation I was being gifted the fruit of the Holy Spirit to share with others with courage, gentleness and humility. In a world with a cacophony of distraction I was being offered a path towards peace and reconciliation.

My prayer for the candidates today getting baptised, confirmed and received into the Church of England is that you remember the invitation each new day to find rest for your souls on your path of discipleship with God. You do not journey alone. You do not need to be perfect. Here at St Martin’s you are accompanied by a whole community of fellow seekers and forgiven pilgrims who turn their faces again towards God and know that they are seen and held and loved.

Little do you know where this journey may lead you.

Almighty and ever-living God, you have given these your servants new birth in baptism by water and the Spirit, and have forgiven them all their sins. Let your Holy Spirit rest upon them; the Spirit of wisdom and understanding; the Spirit of counsel and inward strength; the Spirit of knowledge and true godliness; and let their delight be in the fear of the Lord. Amen.

Revd Catherine Duce

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Do Not Let Sin Reign

A Sermon preached at St Martin-in-the-Fields on June 28, 2026 by Revd Dr Sam Wells

Reading for address: Romans 6: 12-23

I wonder if you’ve ever seen a group of trapeze artists in full swing. The performance is invariably sky-high in the air. You find yourself mesmerised by two things at once: the extraordinary bravery of the artists, taking unimaginable risks, so far above the net, or sometimes with no safety net at all; and the even more awesome trust that evidently exists between those who launch themselves from the trapeze, often doing twists in the air en route, and those who, despite being upside down with their legs bent around a wooden bar, miraculously catch them.

How does such trust emerge? Only by conversation, practice, conditioning, repetition, attention, meticulous feedback and searing honesty. It’s a rarefied form of existence, that takes an intensity most of us can only marvel at. But the whole process of communication, receptivity, concentration, awareness, preparation and mutual reliance is a peak experience of being human. It is being and working utterly with. Why do people do it? Because it gives them a level of joy no ordinary and certainly no solo experience ever could.

What it shows us, not just as a metaphor but as a lived example, is what human beings were made for. We were made to be together like this: not as dramatically perhaps, but with this level of trust, this level of understanding, this level of communication, this level of joy. Together with one another: but also together with God, and with the wider creation. Think of God’s outstretched finger on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel in the Vatican: imagine it as a portrayal of the high trapeze, where God is completely there with us, upholding us like a parent beneath a child taking its tentative and clumsy steps across a climbing frame. The trust isn’t the most important thing: the most important thing is the being-with, the utter reliance on one another. The trust is the necessary requirement for that being-with – the soil out of which true togetherness grows.

How is that trust built? In chapter 6 of his letter to the Romans, Paul refers to four vital ingredients that I want to suggest make up a recipe for trust. I want to look at each one for a moment now.

The first ingredient is a true story. Paul is constantly contrasting the true story he’s advocating with the false stories by which he’s surrounded. His name for the true story is grace. You don’t have to be an etymologist to work out there’s a connection between the words trust and truth. Of all the sinister things happening in the echelons of power around the world right now, the most menacing is the dismantling of any serious relationship with truth. Not only do prominent leaders habitually lie; it seems their many supporters don’t care. Why do we lie? Because we create a story that seems to suit us better than the truthful story. Paul is saying, ‘You have nothing to fear from the truthful story. The truthful story is that you didn’t create yourself: you were created. You don’t have to manufacture your own meaning and purpose: your meaning and purpose is that God wanted to be with you in Jesus Christ. You don’t have to pretend anymore: Christ loves you just as you are. You can’t hide your mistakes and failures: but you don’t need to, because the Spirit turns them into God’s opportunities. You don’t have to suspend death at all costs: because God has prepared for you such things as pass your understanding.’ That’s how truth creates trust. Christ is the trapeze artist whose hands are stretched out for you and will never let you go.

The second ingredient is actions that restore, honour and encourage. Many people think of morality as a list of things you shouldn’t do – lie, cheat, steal, murder, harm, disrespect, fail to show gratitude, lust, be lazy, boast, envy, and consume an excessive number of doughnuts. It can be helpful to have a sense of such things, but it can be better to frame such a list in relation to how much they inhibit better things, notably the building of trust. Paul talks about what it means to be ‘obedient from the heart,’ and about making our limbs ‘instruments of righteousness.’ One theologian says we’re called to be a reconciling presence in the life of our neighbour, which can entail many things, but can scarcely ever involve killing. This way of seeing our actions avoids treating life like a display of glass objects we’re always in danger of knocking over, smashing and having to apologise and pay for. Instead, we approach every interaction in a spirit of seeking to be a blessing. You can be a blessing by listening, by supporting, contributing, complimenting, noticing, understanding and sometimes by challenging. Your life can be full of such things. There are some actions that are almost always good and helpful, regardless of context: they involve truly seeing the other person, really engaging them, and never beginning with your own needs, fears or insecurities. If we go back to the trapeze, we build trust by being a person others can rely on, and by holding others to their promises. That’s how actions cultivate trust. The Spirit calls and inspires us to be trapeze artists whose hands are ready to receive whatever comes our way.

The third ingredient I’m going to call acceptance. Paul talks about being aware of our limitations. The sixteenth-century reformer John Calvin begins his magisterial Institutes of the Christian Religion by saying we can’t understand God without understanding ourselves, and vice versa. My early ministry was in settings where it was common to hear confessions. One thing I learned was that a lot of people feel guilty when actually they’re coming to terms with the fact that they’re human beings. Just because you’re not perfect, that doesn’t make you a terrible person. Realising we’ve got it wrong has the silver lining that it delivers us from the fantasy and idol that we can ever get it right. Hearing confessions made me realise my attitude to the vast majority of the human race is compassion rather than condemnation. Remember, when Jesus has a woman brought before him accused of sleeping with another woman’s husband, Jesus calls on anyone with an unblemished life to throw the first stone; and no one does. There’s a Mark Twain story in which someone sends a note to a raft of prominent local citizens with the anonymous message, ‘Flee! All is discovered.’ Every recipient had left town by the end of the weekend. Acceptance means knowing where you’re subject to almost irresistible temptation. If you’re obsessed with money, don’t become a treasurer; if you’re a glutton, don’t become a chef; if you’re too partial to drink, don’t run a brewery. Every time someone says, ‘I don’t know what came over me,’ there’s a person who knows them well, who’s thinking, ‘I know exactly what came over you: it’s come over you 73 times before.’ Trust with others is built by being honest with ourselves. Christ is the trapeze artist who never lets us go, but there’s no point wanting Christ to catch us if we’re masquerading as someone else.

Here are the three core constituents of trust: a true story, healthy actions, and self-acceptance. Look at them closely and you see a true story is about trusting God; healthy actions are about fostering trust with other people; and acceptance is about building trust with oneself. Underlying all three is a vital and often overlooked fourth ingredient. And that’s restoration. There’s a tragedy about Christianity. That tragedy is that Christians have been so keen on the second of these dimensions – so keen on right and noble actions, so eager to be praised for good works, and of unblemished character – that they’ve forgotten the heart of the gospel. The heart of the gospel is that we get it wrong, over and over and over, and that forgiveness, reconciliation and restoration are the closest things in this life we get to resurrection. But we constantly forget this, even though in the process we forget the first dimension, God’s truthful story, and the third dimension, our true selves. The result is, when we forget the first dimension, we become judgemental, and when we forget the third dimension, we become hypocritical. And a judgemental and hypocritical church is a horrible, ugly and unworthy thing.

You may think it’s strange that this is a sermon about Romans chapter 6 and I’m yet to use the word ‘sin,’ even though it occurs 17 times in this chapter. I’ll tell you why. If we start with sin, we turn God into an insecure detective who’s obsessed with observing our shortcomings – and as guilty of undermining our relationship as we are. So instead, we start with what we were created for, which is to be with God, one another and the wider creation. And being with is founded on trust, because trust ensures every facet of being with is truly being enjoyed, rather than used for some ulterior purpose. And trust has three dimensions: trusting in the truthful story of God, trusting in the honourable actions of one another, and trusting in our healthy knowledge of ourselves.

The mistake we make about sin is to fixate on the second dimension, right actions, and to obscure the other three dimensions. We obscure the truthful story, because we forget the whole story is about grace, and so become judgemental. Yes, there must be justice: but for Christians, justice is always in service to mercy. We obscure the self-acceptance story, because we forget we ourselves are limited, fragile, yet forgivable people, and so we become hypocritical. We obscure the restoration story because we become so fixated on phrases like zero tolerance that we create a world where, when we realise they’re not perfect, everyone and everything are ultimately and finally rejected – including every part of ourselves. The gospel is that the moment you realise others and yourself are not perfect is not the end of the story – but the beginning.

The Christian life is not a board game we win if we get through life without sinning. If we treat it like that, we assume it’s a competition and we judge people to ensure they finish below us, and we pretend we’re better than we are in the hope we finish the game before anyone rumbles us. Our good and healthy actions are not a bargaining chip to get us to heaven, a cash transfer to offset the deficit of our shortcomings, or a proud display to convince others even if we can’t fool God. Instead, our healthy actions are a token of inexpressible gratitude for the immeasurable gift of life and the indescribable wonder of grace, and our attempt to inhabit and anticipate the utter being-with that God has prepared for us.

In the end, we’re not isolated beings, suspended in mid-universe for an idle moment, without meaning or purpose. We’re created to be with God, one another and the creation. Sometimes we forget that – the trust it requires, and the actions that foster it. At such moments we stumble and fall. But at precisely such moments, however far we fall, Christ, the great trapeze artist, whose dexterity was stretched when his limbs were spreadeagled on the cross, reaches out those same everlasting arms, and clasps us fast, and holds our gaze, and says, ‘I will never let you go.’

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Empathy

The question ‘Will he?’ quickly became ‘When will he?’; then it was just a matter of days before the No 10 goodbye podium was being wheeled out for the 7th time in the last decade. Sir Keir Starmer’s speech had a familiar structure: the list of achievements, putting the country first, resignation, the timetable for replacement. Then, the final words, Starmer’s voice breaking with emotion: ‘And when I leave the biggest job in the country, I shall spend more time on the most important job. Being the best husband I can to my fantastic wife, Vic, who has been a rock by my side, through good times and bad. And being the best dad I can to my beautiful children, who are my pride and my joy.’

Suddenly, this distant political spectacle came home with a thump. Even the hardest-hearted CEO, the dustiest civil servant, the most whip-em-and-flog-em Starmer-hater, felt a lump in their throat for this good man who had tried his best but who, according to his own MPs, had failed.

What was it that evoked this response? I suspect it was simply empathy: Starmer’s heartfelt words, the mention of his family, and the sight of him standing alone at that podium, allowed us to put ourselves into his shoes, so that we could recognise his humanity and respond to the reality, emotion, and pain he was enduring.

Empathy, I believe, is at the heart of Christian life. Putting yourself in another’s place, and seeing their outlook, is key to reconciliation and justice, and can be a trigger for us to move from sympathy to action. Jesus took empathy to a new level: he didn’t just recognise the reality of human existence from a distance, but he actually lived it, knee-deep in all its joy, chaos, and darkness.

Duncan McCall

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I’m How Old?

I’m thinking a lot about age and aging these days. I turned 75 this year, astonished to be that old. More, I am noticing that other people see me as old. Maybe they’re looking at my head of white hair? I’m routinely offered a seat on the tube. Clerks increasingly call me ma’am. I sometimes can’t quite reach that name that’s hiding just beyond my reach. My hips creak when I stand up.

So, I’m facing that I’m old. I’m also realizing that I’m new in an astonishing number of ways – new to aging and what that means, new to having time, new to being friends with old people my age, new to a job-free life, new to living with limitations (that I have to acknowledge) and without a set schedule. I’m new to asking for help. At the same time, I’m also new to a new kind of confidence – to be more fully myself. I’m more willing to pause, even take a nap. I am learning to apologize both more fully and less often, to judge less and forgive more.

I’m finding wisdom along the way from other people. Rabbi Abraham Heschel writes that these years offer ‘the opportunity to unlearn the follies of a lifetime’. Franciscan theologian Richard Rohr sees it as a time to increase our capacity for community and compassion. And, my favorite and the one that offers me the most richness, comes from novelist Niall Williams (The Time of the Child): ‘The purpose of ageing [is] to grow into your soul, the one you’ve been carrying all along.’

So, that’s a lot of new things to learn and to practice. To understand. This is the spiritual work of old age.

I’m feeling energized and, indeed, enriched. I like it, I think.

Annette Atkins

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Even the Hairs on Your Head are Counted

A Sermon preached at St Martin-in-the-Fields on June 21, 2026 by Revd Dr Sam Wells

Reading for address: Matthew 10: 30

I want today to talk about artificial intelligence. It evokes confusion to some and deep anxiety to many. I’m going to explore what it’s saying to us about society, about humanity, and about God.

Let’s start with society. AI has many huge benefits. It helps with early disease diagnosis. It’s great for climate modelling. It speeds up research. It cuts through mundane tasks. It personalises recommendations and travel routes. But there are two kinds of worries. The big one is the least specific. It’s the underlying anxiety, never dominant but ever lurking, that humankind may be unleashing the source of its own destruction. Once the moment is reached that AI can reproduce itself without human direction, we cross the threshold from where we control the technology to where the technology controls us. And there’s no going back. In his 1797 narrative poem The Sorcerer’s Apprentice, Johann von Goethe tells of an old sorcerer who leaves his apprentice to look after the workshop. The apprentice grows tired of fetching water by bucket, and enchants a broom to do so for him. The floor is soon awash with water. The apprentice can’t stop the broom. He cuts the broom in half with an axe. But each of the two pieces becomes a whole new broom, lifting up a bucket and fetching water at twice the speed. Every time the apprentice splits a broom the same thing happens. Eventually the old sorcerer returns and reverses the spell, warning the apprentice about the dangers of invoking powers beyond his control. It’s a parable for our time.

But there is a more practical danger. AI is a massive consumer of data, and basically a colossal averaging machine. This has two major downsides. Quickly anything that can’t be translated into or represented by data is diminished in cultural value; and anyone who sits outside the mainstream of averaging gets ignored, excluded or rejected. It may be true that some people of a certain ethnic group have a propensity to particular kinds of cancer; but in the hands of AI, rapid generalisations distort the data and fail to render the complexity and diversity of human society. The apparent objectivity of AI masks the way it reflects the cultural assumptions of those who feed it. Meanwhile the voracious appetite for data hoovers up everything to public or private actors that really should remain restricted to individuals themselves. Sophisticated tech tycoons become incredibly powerful not just through engineering genius but by access to and ownership of vast quantities of information about the public at large. Before our eyes, the whole global structure of power is changing.

Harvard Business School professor Ron Hefeitz argues that the authority structure of an organisation is the one that survived the last crisis. He describes a pack of silverback gorillas, where the alpha gorilla is the one able to coordinate food gathering and to defend against a leopard by surrounding the predator and nullifying its threat. But when along comes a human with a machine gun, those skills aren’t up to the task, and the social structure of the gorillas changes accordingly. Likewise, the authority structure of civilised societies has been that which required those in power to provide a high standard of service. What’s happening in the world right now is a threshold moment equivalent to the appearance among the gorillas of a human with a machine gun. Power is being transferred from elected governments to those controlling digitalisation, artificial intelligence and robotics, and the authority of conventional leaders is being evacuated. The only thing that could limit the overreach of the tech bros is regulation. But AI has no regard for national borders. So we have a paradoxical situation that at the very moment we need global consensus like never before, the rise of populist movements asserting narrow nationalist identity has shifted the political mood away from any such common vision.

So that’s the change in society. Let’s move on to the change in humanity. Here again we have two dimensions. One is perhaps the big tidal wave our society is most mindful of right now. That is, how rapidly the nature of work is being transformed. Earlier industrial revolutions obliterated blue-collar jobs. AI is hitting white-collar roles. If you’re in computer programming, customer service, language translation, finance and investment, journalism or proofreading, you may be living on borrowed time. One AI CEO is saying that most white-collar work will be automated within 12 to 18 months. The eradication of entry level jobs is inhibiting a new generation from reaching the first rung on the ladder of meaningful employment. Two hundred years ago machines started to do the physical things less educated people had always done; now robots are doing the thinking highly educated humans thought was their domain, and a university degree starts to feel like a vanity project. Work has always been a necessity for society, a necessity for individual income, and a fulfilment of human creativity and sociality. What happens if it stops being a necessity for society, no one really knows. Attention focuses to human dignity: what does it mean when people become dispensable and all that matters is the accumulation of wealth and power for the ultra-rich? It’s as if after 200 years of emancipation, half the world’s population risks lapsing back into slavery.

But there’s more than one kind of enslavement. When people latch on to what AI can do, two things start to happen. First, they ask AI to do things they can perfectly well do themselves. This may be writing essays at university; or it could be working out a recipe with what’s left in the fridge several days after the last grocery shop. The less we use our brain cells, the less our brain cells work. The more we let AI colonise our imaginations, the more we impoverish ourselves, and cooperate in our own enslavement. Meanwhile second, the more AI comes to dominate our lives, the more we come to value only what AI can do. AI has no awareness of joy or pain, love, friendship, or conscience, empathy or understanding: to the extent that it comes to dominate our world, these most precious things about existence may cease to matter. I don’t know if you’ve had the experience of trying to remember a conversation with a friend and what they said that seemed so profound and true; your instinct might be to google it, because google tells you the answers to everything you want to know: but it can’t tell you the answer to this one. And you feel bewildered and let down and powerless. But what you really need to do is to work your memory harder. The danger is, the more we become addicted to AI, we won’t need a memory; until we don’t have one. We won’t need friends; until we don’t have any. We won’t need an imagination; until it’s gone forever. We won’t need creativity; until we’ve lost it. We’ll be enslaving ourselves.

In his recent encyclical, Leo XIV points out that technology can either foster participation and justice or exacerbate inequality and exclusion. The question is, does it help us become more humane and fraternal, while respecting our common home and future generations? This is the question facing society and humanity.

Which brings us to what AI is saying about God. While AI presents a new threshold, in the most profound ways it maximises questions that have lingered at least since industrialisation, even since the start of civilisation. What we observe are two stories of creation. For story one, creation is incomplete and flawed. We die, we grow old, we get sick, we suffer, we fail, labour, we are disappointed, we are impoverished, we are ignorant. But behold: here is technology. It can overcome every limitation. It can make us live longer, address disease, provide limitless information, endless diversion, amazing wealth, extensive knowledge, perpetual leisure. The human project is to overcome all these limitations and achieve mastery over our environment. It’s an attractive story, and it’s important to recognise and appreciate its blessings. The Holy Spirit is certainly at work in this story, leading us to the fulness of life.

But in story two, we have a different notion of creation. Limits are part of the design. Addressing restrictions is fundamental to being human. Compassion and generosity arise from awareness of the suffering of others; endurance and character emerge from experiencing hardship; solidarity and initiative grow in facing enmity and strife. Wisdom, imagination, adaptability and humour all grow when facing adversity. But there’s more than that. Christianity is founded on a conviction that the essence of all things is a relationship of Father, Son and Holy Spirit, and that the universe came into existence in order for that relationship be extended to human beings. Humans find their ultimate fulfilment in relationship: with the natural world, with one another, and most completely with God. Relationships are flawed, fragile and sometimes fail: but they are the closest we get to the purpose of the universe and the heart of God. When Christians worship, they are letting the Holy Spirit engage their souls in the wonder that God seeks relationship in the context of beauty, truth and goodness, but also of sorrow, sin and suffering.

Which brings us to the difference between story one and story two. The technological dream, story one, is a vision that we can replace relationship with something more reliable, and ultimately dwell in a world that doesn’t need love. For story two that heaven is a hell. For story two, love is the reason we exist, and trying to bypass it with something more durable and predictable and commodifiable and transferable is a hideous parody of our created glory, that seals us off from God and denies who we truly are.

In Matthew chapter 10, Jesus describes the depth of the Father’s love for us. ‘Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?’ he asks. ‘Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father.’ The Father observes us minutely and cares for us intensely. You could say the Father receives infinitely more data than any present or future AI. But, to our periodic exasperation, that love is not habitually expressed in fixing our lives and undermining our human dignity. But Jesus assures us this because we are precious, honoured and loved – not because we are not. ‘Even the hairs of your head are all counted.’ God loves each one of us, and loves each one of us as if we were the only one, and each tiny particle of us as if it were the only part. In the end, the only thing that matters is whether we matter: and we matter utterly to God. AI is promising to create a world in which we don’t need love. It’s not a dream; it’s a nightmare.

I began with a parable. Let me end with one. There was once a computer engineer. He thought the most exciting things in the world were waterfalls, sunsets and mountains. And the most wonderful thing in his life was to share the discovery of such things with his loved ones. So he went into his workshop to amass all the images and descriptions and data on waterfalls, sunsets and mountains from the beginning of digital documentation. And he became fascinated with what he was seeing and the knowledge and learning he was developing. Eventually after 80 years he emerged from his workshop to announce to his loved ones his amazing findings. But his loved ones had dispersed or died. And he was now too old to enjoy the waterfalls, sunsets and mountains. All he had was his data.

The gifts of creation already take us more than a lifetime to appreciate. The relationships that surround us offer us texture and depth and truth and wonder. We can make life simpler, quicker, more sophisticated and more effective with AI. And much good will result, although we’ll need to rethink power, democracy, work and equality. But one day, perhaps one day quite soon, we may wake up and realise in the process we’ve obscured, undermined or destroyed the things that life is really about.

 

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Thought for the Week

Glorious Freedom

The primary school our children have attended doubles as our polling station. I have, to their obvious delight, required each of them to accompany me to vote, and given them a little lecture on the way. I opine that most people, in history or today, have not got to choose their rulers by simply placing a cross on a piece of paper. The people of Makerfield will do that this week.

Many of my extended family worship at Mount St Mary in Bandra, Mumbai. The church is famous for a statue of Mary, whom the local fisherfolk drew centuries ago from the bay in their nets, and who now watches over the community as its protectress. Indeed, the church attracts Christian and non-Christian pilgrims alike. Visiting last Christmas, we were struck by the level of security required, a response to the rise of sectarian pressure.
Even in our country, some communities have security at their places of worship. That shames us all. But it makes me more thankful that, in general, we British Christians today have as much freedom to follow our religion (or not) as anyone who has ever lived. We are not forced to believe (as some would have been in times gone by), nor are we really criticised for challenging orthodoxy. That is a privilege, but also gives us a responsibility to look anew at the faith, to enquire objectively of dogma, and to discover freely the work of the Spirit.

Christians are always free, of course, because in the Incarnation God has unlocked the prison of death and estrangement. But however disappointed we are with the church, or religion, or our febrile politics, let us remember that our political and religious freedoms are not just a blessing, but a historical anomaly. Let us vote and argue for a better country, examine our faith honestly and deeply, and use wisely God’s glorious freedom.

Chris Braganza

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300 Anniversary History Exhibition

There’s not always the space or time to tell people about the background of a building that is such an established “fixture” in a busy place. A place that everyone familiar enough with central London knows and may have walked past countless times. That overseas visitors have on their “list”. Whether for a concert or just a cuppa. And that’s what makes our 300th birthday a special time to do just that.

The St Martin-in-the-Fields 300 Heritage Project has been made possible with The National Lottery Heritage Fund. Thanks to National Lottery players, we have been able to put on a special exhibition, undertake a variety of community projects and outreach activities and make more of St Martin’s story available online. This is a platform from which to bring our communities together to appreciate the past, present and future of St Martin’s.

Some stories are old gems from the depths of our archives or perhaps items kept by others that shine a light on past times. And these are a joy to share.

The best part is that we get to hear the tales we don’t know. We get to ask people what St Martin’s means to them and what draws them back. A place for reflection in a noisy world. Somewhere to be lost in beautiful music. A place with no expectation of you. A bit of the magic of London.

Your St Martin’s Story – St Martin-in-the-Fields

We were inspired by a story and a precious piece of art we were given. A private sketch book belonging to the late Vanessa Tinker, filled with her drawings of everyday images of St Martin’s. Capturing people in our sacred space. It will now be on view at our exhibition. And we have taken the cue to include photography of people visiting the church and sharing their answer to the question, “Why St Martin’s?

St Martin in the Fields: 300 Years at the Heart and on the Edge is a free exhibition in the Crypt Foyer, 25 June to 16 November 2026

My St Martin’s is a photographic series by Jayne Lloyd, inspired by the sketches of Jane Tinker, exhibited on the railings of Duncannon Street

There is a family trail available onsite as well as 4 family outreach days (details on the 300th anniversary events page)

In addition, online content supporting the exhibition includes:

A self-guided audio guide of St Martin-in-the-Fields
A collections page to learn more about artworks and memorials in the church.
A ‘Memories of St Martin’s page containing people’s stories about St Martin’s and an opportunity to submit your own.